Being an Idol

oh my, oh my.. aku ada byk sgt nak cerita tapi aku ada sikit sangat kerajinan.. wahai kerajinan, msuk la dlam tubuh aku.. LOL.. ada crita psal cuti2 aku.. crita budak KEX.. crito saem aku.. video aku.. mace2... x rajin sangat laa.. aku.. i need motivation from the atmosphere... LOL

ni kisah masa aku cuti.. it was a really great holiday. i would say that it was a well spent holiday... i get to know lots of people.. i got a job.. i learned many new things.. Allahuakbar..

so, camni, i got this one junior, i cant remember his name.. i m a bad senior.. so this kid, masa aku form 5, dia form 1..skrang dia bru abis PMR.. just enter form 4.. so what's special about this one kid?? LOL.. macam rancangan disney plak.. "apa yang akan terjadi kepada Donald Duck? ikuti kami selepas ini.."

ok, camni.. when i finished my SPM thingy, during my vacation, my mother ada la crita2 psal ada sorang makcik kat kampung sebelah yang ada anak yg my junior.. so this kid told his mother, and his mother told my mother, "abe adam tu biso la mok... dio tu biso bahasa inggeris, kalu ado gapo2 majlis besar skoloh, dio ah jadi pengacara.." LOL.. to those who don understand kelantanese, he said that my english is good.. thats all, yang lain tu perencah kasi tambah rasa la... so he told his mom.. and my mom told me.. and i was like, "okay...." ye la.. bukannye aku nak cakap yang aku ni hebat gila smpai ada peminat tu biasa.. tapi, i don think that it was a big deal.. dia minat je.. i mean, aku minat kwan aku yg kerja jaga kedai musik... x hebat pon dia. LOL..

so, there was this one time, my cousin kahwen.. so i went. of course la, cousin aku... LOL.. so kat sana aku jumpa la junior aku ni ngan mak dia.. sbb dia satu kampung with my cousin.. so, i was being professional la.. dah dia tegur aku, aku pon berbual panjang jugak la.. one thing when u become a teacher, aku dah biasa sbb aku pon wat part time mengajar tusyen, so ada la aku jalan2 kat Kota Bharu, student aku mai tegur.. hahahahaha.. and aku x kenal pon tapi dah dia panggil 'cikgu' and 'sir'.  that means that dia my student la... so aku pon kena berbual panjang la, x nak kasi awkward. so ngan junior aku pon aku tanya la dia psal skolah, psal cikgu, psal budak.. macam2.. and aku notice la, yang dia ni bukan jenis talkative mcam aku..

msa dia nak balik aku tanya la, "bwak fon?"
"saya x dop handfon"
"owh, gini ah, klu ada gapo2 masalah oyak ko abe la deh"

yeaaahhh.. adam shaari being awesome!!!

so, masa cuti ari tu, his mother called me, tanya

"adam, ada x buku2 hok lamo2. buku2 latihe ko gapo ko.." so aku pon cakp la yg aku ada byk dan dia ckp dia nak dtang... nak beli. so about an hour later she came with her husband.. she came, early actually sbb nak jumpa my mother, but then my mother left early, sbb ada hal.. ada my aunt yg teman dia.. so masa dia dtang tu, dia ckp la psal my junior ni.. dia ni kat skolah jenis kuat mengelamun, byk main, x fokus.. so i cakp la, x yah risau la, sekolah akan pikir cara la tu.. x pe. sekolah nak jaga nama.. so dia ckp la, si A(my junior) ni, dia tgh fikir nak amik prinsip akaun ke tak.. sbb dia bleh amik.. kelas alpha kot.. so mak dia ckp la yang si A ni ckp "abe adam dulu x amik subjek nih.. ummm.. ore x se amik etek eh.." and i was like WHAT!!!!?? am i such a big influence? dulu aku igt dia stakat minat je tau... but as the story goes, his mother told me, like i m a big inspiration to him... cam aku ni idola.. LOL.. like more than half of his family actually like me.. bukan nak riak bongkak.. NO... mak dia tgh ckp ni.. crita psal anak dia. aku dah nak nangis ni.. terharu. aku cover la.. dan mak dia ckp nanti dia nak dtang umah aku nak belajar..so aku pon okay je la.. bukan nye aku ni sbuk sgt pon.. dan msa dia nak blik, dia ak byar buku tu.. aku cko amik je la.. aaku nak bantu anak dia macam mana lagi.. bagi buku tu kecik je..

just to clarify, diorang orang susah.. being such an inspiration to them means a lot to him. aku sgt suka words ni.. "u dont have to have a superpower to help people".. aku pon bru prasan yang sometimes, we do small things.. people see it as something big.. and sometimes, we say few words.. people were inspired... so, kpada sesiapa yg mmbaca kalau ada.. keep on doin good works, people.. we never know who we inspired... Hidayah milik Allah.. kita x tau.. OK.. salaam..

i wish to be told that

why dont we just tell ourself what we wish others would say...

for me..
" u r a great friend.."
"dude, i love you.."
"let hang out together.."
"thank you.."
"dont worry dude, i am here to support.."
"adam, aku nok peluk muuuu!!!"
"i miss u a lot dude.."
"u can do whatever u want. i am here just to support."

dan byk agi... but bila pikir balik, aku penah x ckp mcam ni kat org lain.. maybe it was our fault at the first place.. we should think about what we wanna hear and say that to others... hummmmm

sarcasm.

me, has worked at cyber cafe for a month and half now. and i want to story story about this one mat saleh, he came to the premise, and he wanted to use our computer.. just like a normal customer.

he usually use computer yang no 1 until 4.. those computers are the high power punya la and more user friendly.. but that day, somehow those computers are occupied... well, ye la.. we dont reserve any seats la for customers... so he had to use no 9 or something..

x lama lpas dia panggil aku ngan muka x puas ati.. "i cant find the usb  port.. where to put my usb port???" or somthing like that. aku pon tunjuk la kat mana nak letak...

aaaannndddd..... not long after that, he called me again, for the same problem.. memang aku akui pc tu susah skit sbb usb port dia cam diagonal and shit.. serong cam.. susah la nak cucuk pendrive.. pastu aku pon sruh la dia pindah pgi pc lain... yang lih user friendly... pastu dia pon pkai la pc tu.. diam la sit kejap.. tp sbelum tu dia dah mencarut dgn FU** bagai.. aku diam je la..

dlam about stengah jam lpas tu dia pon panggil aku blik sbb komputer dia hang.. aku pon pegi la.. nak tengk la apa yang aku bleh buat.. pastu aku pon rujuk la bos aku kot2 dia ada bleh baiki ke.. dia pon x ckp x bleh.. mat saleh tu pon dok bising psal "ive been trying for so long to put my files to my pendrive. its not seems to be working. bla bla bla. u cant restart or all my files would be gone bla bla bla."

pastu bos aku ckp kat aku yg theres nothing that we can do. dah hang. so i told him "the computers hang.. jammed.."

dia balas "oh jee.. thanks for telling me.. i didnt know bout that.." pastu dia pon kemas barang2 dia.. pastu "fuck!!" dia sbut slow la.. tapi aku bleh dgr la..

then i noticed.. that was the first time aku dengar sarcasm dlam bahasa org puteh nih.. hahahahahah... that was funny.. rude.. but funny.. hahahah.. and to you mat saleh. jangan igt aku org mlayu kerja jaga cyber cafe x pakai kot aku x paham la bhasa ko ataupun sarcasm ko.. i got band 6 for writing la wei.. i can fucking understand u..

moral of the stories.. there is nothing great about mat saleh.. x tau la knapa bangsa kita dok puja sgt... bia la kita minat individu, bukan bangsa...

a bestfren..

for me, a bestfren is a person, whom u jadi gila or be the person u r in your toilet alone at ur house.. because, that is when u become urself.. ur true self.. a person that u can talk talk talk talk and no boring boring.. tup tup, its 2 am already... and u can 

aku ada bberapa org yang aku consider sbgai besfren.. sorang tu, memang.... ummppphh laaa... i know him since i was form 1.. we have been close since then... lepas tu, aku ngan dia we both got that surat twaran msuk sekolah faris petra.. and as expected, he sat next 2 me in the class... memang dah sekolah asrama bang.. hari tengok muka sama... aku dah rapat gila2 la ngan dia.. and when we naik form 5, we both got the same class..

memang la, we got into like thousands of fight... but at the end, dia jugak the person that i went to, and crita msalah and mengumpat.. hahahahaha.. i remember we have this book, that we share few pages... on those pages, we wrote all those hajat2 kat skolah asrama.. like "nak katil baru.. :(", "nak balik.. rindu ko mok", "nok bantal golek".. hahahahaha.. bangang gilow.. aku rindu ko mu weh..

and this other fren is a person yang x rmai kwan sgt.. dia kesian la... dia punya high school life dia x best mcam org lain.. bila aku kenal dia bru la aku tau kenapa dia x rmai kwan.. dia weirdo.. bangang.. patut la... aku kwan ngan dia pon mula2 just nice la.. i mean come on la, dah orang tgh rpat ngan kita, kita x yah la cam, "ko pehal, terhegeh nak jdi kwan aku.." hahahahaaha.. jahat gila dajal tu.. lama2 best jugak kwan ngan mnusia pelik ni... hahahaha.. its fun la, when normal people are mainstream..

gaduh plak.. biasa la tu.. bukan semua org perfect.. penah, once.. i really pissed off.. dio pom x tau bakpo.. doh dio tu meme blur pom.. #bangang .. lpas tu aku malas contact dio.. aku cam mapuh gi la.. tapi ye la.. kawan baik kot.. lama2 rindu gilo weh.. pahtu contact jugop.. bru2 nih dio msg, tanya btul ko dio ni besfren aku, dio x se seko la.. walaweh..

sore agi spupu aku.. dah idup nge dio dari seingat aku dari aku lahir la.. sapa la aku umur 19... gura ko gapo nge dio la... walaupun dio nih "lucu" as in blur dlam byk hal.. tapi still la.. dio mudoh baso..

sedak la naik motor ari nih...

mula2 aku terlewat, aku tolok dumoh pom dale pukol brapo doh, around pkul 8:35.. derah2 la naik motor.. minyok x dop pulop.. maknonyo x leh bowok mutor derah la klu dop mapuh tengoh jale..

pahtu naik doh sapa tembok (jalan raya) baru tringat aku trtinggal anok kuci dale beg kamera.. cheh.. terpaksa patah balik.. nok wat gano, mungkin klu aku tok trtinggal td aku eksiden depe tu ko guano.. kuasa Allah blako.. aku pom patoh blik la.. doh la ore ce doh td.. malu skit je la...

pahtu aku pom naik la moto smula sapa shell wakaf che yeh isi minyok situ pahtu derah la bro bowok muto.. bru isi minyok 6 ya nih... tup2 ado kreto nok msuk ngona x wi signal... kito pom apo lagi. PPIIIIITTTTTT.. tapi tengok muko pom drebar jenih x caro ko ore... jenih x saem mano... cheh, x sero klu stakat PIT muto kot.. x po la halal bralah lah...

naik sapa traffic light KB Mall, breti lampu meroh tengok2 ado ore eksiden... gilow.. MyVi nge muto.. tino bowok MyVi... dok sero doh.. hahahahahha.. nok tulong bena.. tapi sebab lorak nok gi kijo.. pahtu ado doh ore breti tulong.. mugo tengoh2 molek traffic light dio eksiden.. x po.. masuk kijo on time wajib, tulong ore jadi sunat situh..

gi la kawe.. sapa kat pasar siti khadijah, ado ore do amik gamba.. hahahahah.. rasonyo sebab kelantan photo challenge tu kot.. pahtu kawe lalu nge muto depe kameraman gak, mugo buke sokmo.. kawe pom akat 'peace' laaa... hahhahahahahah.. suko selok atah muto sore.. kalu dio dapat shot tuh, priceless weh.. kawe nok beli gamba tuh... hahahahha. pahtu sapa la tepak kijo...

event berlaku dale hidup kito nih Allah tau blako doh... kito jah wat enggo x caya kuasa Allah.. biso ngoti weh Allah..

once upon a time

i am now, tengah dok tengok tv series ONCE UPON A TIME..  best jugak. the show does not even ranked as top ten tv series, but i like it.. hell bout that.. its interesting how they twist the stories inside it..

like, beauty and the beast.. the beast is actually rumpelstiltskin. he was a normal man that has a son, until he kill a wizard and he possessed the power of the wizard.. he became hideous after using too much magic.. changed his face...

and so much more.. best la.. tapi bos aku dok cakap x best.. huuauahahahahahahah (evil laugh). peace out

started working

i started working on 1st novmber.. hahahaa.. kerja jaga cyber cafe je.. well, its easy, just make sure that everyone is at the right computer, do a few clicking on my computer and done!! hahahaha

it was supposed to be a long vacation after my final exam.. my college is so baik la sangat bagi budak cuti for 3 months.. hahaha.. nak buat apa lantak la asal x langgar batas syarak.. last year i decided to just stay at home. but this year i decided to work, so, i asked my sister.. and she said that her friend owns a cyber cafe and he might need some help.. so, we went to him and asked for the job.. and i got it...

6 days working 1 day off.. ok la.. bukan buat apa sgt pon tmpat kerja ni.. download movie, main game.. huhu... anyway, its been fun...