i wish to be told that

why dont we just tell ourself what we wish others would say...

for me..
" u r a great friend.."
"dude, i love you.."
"let hang out together.."
"thank you.."
"dont worry dude, i am here to support.."
"adam, aku nok peluk muuuu!!!"
"i miss u a lot dude.."
"u can do whatever u want. i am here just to support."

dan byk agi... but bila pikir balik, aku penah x ckp mcam ni kat org lain.. maybe it was our fault at the first place.. we should think about what we wanna hear and say that to others... hummmmm

sarcasm.

me, has worked at cyber cafe for a month and half now. and i want to story story about this one mat saleh, he came to the premise, and he wanted to use our computer.. just like a normal customer.

he usually use computer yang no 1 until 4.. those computers are the high power punya la and more user friendly.. but that day, somehow those computers are occupied... well, ye la.. we dont reserve any seats la for customers... so he had to use no 9 or something..

x lama lpas dia panggil aku ngan muka x puas ati.. "i cant find the usb  port.. where to put my usb port???" or somthing like that. aku pon tunjuk la kat mana nak letak...

aaaannndddd..... not long after that, he called me again, for the same problem.. memang aku akui pc tu susah skit sbb usb port dia cam diagonal and shit.. serong cam.. susah la nak cucuk pendrive.. pastu aku pon sruh la dia pindah pgi pc lain... yang lih user friendly... pastu dia pon pkai la pc tu.. diam la sit kejap.. tp sbelum tu dia dah mencarut dgn FU** bagai.. aku diam je la..

dlam about stengah jam lpas tu dia pon panggil aku blik sbb komputer dia hang.. aku pon pegi la.. nak tengk la apa yang aku bleh buat.. pastu aku pon rujuk la bos aku kot2 dia ada bleh baiki ke.. dia pon x ckp x bleh.. mat saleh tu pon dok bising psal "ive been trying for so long to put my files to my pendrive. its not seems to be working. bla bla bla. u cant restart or all my files would be gone bla bla bla."

pastu bos aku ckp kat aku yg theres nothing that we can do. dah hang. so i told him "the computers hang.. jammed.."

dia balas "oh jee.. thanks for telling me.. i didnt know bout that.." pastu dia pon kemas barang2 dia.. pastu "fuck!!" dia sbut slow la.. tapi aku bleh dgr la..

then i noticed.. that was the first time aku dengar sarcasm dlam bahasa org puteh nih.. hahahahahah... that was funny.. rude.. but funny.. hahahah.. and to you mat saleh. jangan igt aku org mlayu kerja jaga cyber cafe x pakai kot aku x paham la bhasa ko ataupun sarcasm ko.. i got band 6 for writing la wei.. i can fucking understand u..

moral of the stories.. there is nothing great about mat saleh.. x tau la knapa bangsa kita dok puja sgt... bia la kita minat individu, bukan bangsa...